The decision keeping me from blogging…
Do I take the job offer no one has ever refused, or do I go to grad school full time and work on building my dream business? It’s only a hypothetical situation right now, but affirmed after talking to my recruiter today, it’s virtually guaranteed to be one I’ll have to make in less than two months.
On one hand there’s a job with great pay and benefits, good coworkers, and more training and ‘tech talks’ available than hours in a day. It’d be money to pay off student loans and produce an unbeatable resume. If I turn it down, I may not have a way in again.
On the other hand, there’s the business I started from nothing in college. The company I run as I see fit, where I make as much on 4 hours a week as 40 at a day job, and which enables me to reinvest into any new project I want to start. I’d go to grad school for a masters in computer science, and continue trying to develop Awio into an automated, low-risk, high-return business.
The problem is I can’t have both. The employment agreement would prohibit too much that’s necessary to sustain and grow a tech business on the side. I’d have to sell off the sites and throw out the plans for the future.
It’s a tough decision. There are risks to both options. The fact that there’s larger risk in going it alone is somewhat mitigated by the fact that I’ve always planned to go to grad school full time. It’s somewhat mitigated by the fact that I already have a great resume, and I’ve only once been rejected by a company I interviewed with (darn you, Google!). But it’s still an opportunity I’ll never have again.
I’d like to blog about what I’m doing with marketing and automation to expand and improve Awio during this period where I can’t start developing new services, but when I start to write, I’m held back. Does it matter if I’m just going to shut down and sell out? I need to make this decision now, before I even have to make it, so I can get it off my mind.
